the reason why I don’t have a boyfriend yet because I always in love with a stranger, like completely stranger.
I was in love with my schoolmate, classmate, and now with a stranger I meet at transjakarta everyday.
yes I mention schoolmate and classmate which you’ll think that they are not a stranger, but they are. because I have no idea who they are.
and now let’s talk about my new stranger, I called him Blue.
I saw Blue a few weeks ago and I met him two days in a row. The reason why I’m in love with him because he could warm me. (if you thinking maybe i just like him the answer is no because i keep thinking about him).
The first time I saw him I just thinking that he’s cute and cool. Earphone, piercing, beard, and flannel made him cute. My eyes couldn’t stop looking at him until our gaze met. I was like “Okay I need to get my shit together” and he just looked away.
If my friends notice I always looked at my watch every time our class ended because I can’t wait to meet him again, even tho I know he would never notices me.
I’m dying to know him. To know his instagram, where he lives, how his daily life, or maybe just everything about him.
But still, I need a real love, not just a fantasy love like I have right now.
Something in me needed that. I want to be heard, touch, talk to someone every day. He will asks about my day, who made me angry, who ruined my day and he’ll be the one who makes everything fine again.
It would be so fun if there’s someone that can make me feels home again. I might have a wonderful friends, supportive family, amazing mother but still I need a partner, someone from outside my space.
It could be you, Blue.